That was the last time I tried. Now happiness, you run after me, because I am so fucking tired of following you tracks, always one step behind you. I am done. You hope till the end! You make wishes at 11.11! You smile when you see a plane! Because starting now, I don't give a fuck. There will be no "I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all". I'm so doneeeee. All the people I got close to, were damaged. All of them. I stop wondering if there is anybody there left for me. I will be much more able to deal with loneliness than with a broken heart. That's what I always get.
So ma' dear, just do it, ok? I will be fine after all. But you learn to mind your fuckin' words!! Don't throw them as if they are not worth. They were to me. Everything you did was worth to me. But I swear you're the last one.
"Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe." (Garl Devers)
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